late night musing
May. 18th, 2002 11:34 pmThe rest of the day was spent doing various house fixer-uppers - replacing the shower curtain, trying to steal more counter space in the kitchen, etc. I also want to fix up the basement some, if only to find that damn pattern envelope that vanished a few weeks ago...
I've started keeping a dream log (not on LJ) to see if I can figure out why I keep having repetitive "Fear of Not Graduating" dreams, and why even my happy dreams leave me depressed if I contemplate them for too long.
Sometimes I think my brain is just not good at being too happy for too long. It is exhausting in a way.
I've started keeping a dream log (not on LJ) to see if I can figure out why I keep having repetitive "Fear of Not Graduating" dreams, and why even my happy dreams leave me depressed if I contemplate them for too long.
Sometimes I think my brain is just not good at being too happy for too long. It is exhausting in a way.