phone phobia
Dec. 9th, 2001 12:18 pmMaking the rounds, calling my fencing classmates to figure out when/if we are practicing today.
I HATE using the phone. It makes no sense, but there it is. I think somewhere in the back of my mind I'm afraid that I'll be calling at an inconvenient time, or that I'll freeze up, struggling to find things to say. Which in this case really makes no sense as I'm just trying to get directions and times.
My hands have not shook for the past couple of days. My doc recommended that I cut down/eliminate my anti-anxiety medication. I cut it in half because I don't care to revisit the days of extreme edginess and self-concious tension.
Off to see if there's a CostumeCon this year. I feel the inspiration to make some truly extravagant things, and I suppose I should make an effort to find a place that I can actually wear them.
I HATE using the phone. It makes no sense, but there it is. I think somewhere in the back of my mind I'm afraid that I'll be calling at an inconvenient time, or that I'll freeze up, struggling to find things to say. Which in this case really makes no sense as I'm just trying to get directions and times.
My hands have not shook for the past couple of days. My doc recommended that I cut down/eliminate my anti-anxiety medication. I cut it in half because I don't care to revisit the days of extreme edginess and self-concious tension.
Off to see if there's a CostumeCon this year. I feel the inspiration to make some truly extravagant things, and I suppose I should make an effort to find a place that I can actually wear them.