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This weekend was my first event as a "baby vet" (it's the new season), and I did... remarkably well.

In fact, I came in first (!), only my second gold medal and the competition was twice as big (14 women) as the one where I won my other (only 6, back in 2011 when I first got my E) (Tangentially, I think I renewed my E again, but I don't think it counts as I did that earlier in the year already[!?]).

And the blow by blow isn't half as interesting as my reaction to it.

Even after playing with swords for 12(!) years, I still have trouble thinking of myself as an athlete. It just seems the word would better suit someone who has been physically active and competitive since childhood. It still amuses me to be called one, especially when they give you a pass that says just that:

2013 State Games athlete pass

And then I get out on the strip and start (largely) tearing things up.

I was not stupid. I was patient (again, mostly) enough to figure out my opponent before doing something stupid/useless/energy-wasting and kept to what I'm good at.

I used my long lunge. It may not be as fast or long as a 19-year-old's, but it took a long time to develop so dammit, I pulled that out. My opponent in the final bout was stronger than me and would have defeated me had I not.

I was lucky (?) she had an injury, I did not, so I was more mobile. Yes, I used her weakness, it would have been poor strategy not to.

And even as well as I did I'm still kind of shocked and feel like I ought to weight my win with qualifiers.

X was injured.

Y had been fencing all day yesterday, and was tired.

I'm lucky that Z's and my fencing styles matched up to my advantage.

But maybe I ought to just admit I am better than merely ok at this. Maybe being smart enough to see what's going on, use what I've got and not let my opponents use what they've got is a kind of athleticism.

Maybe I'm actually good.

I'll come back down to earth sooner or later - if I don't, V. will remind me not to get too happy :P

But I think I'll enjoy it for now.

gold medal

yes, you ARE that good...

Date: 2013-08-06 02:51 am (UTC)

Date: 2013-08-06 03:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Okay, haha. For as long as I have read about your fencing endeavors, you have always qualified your successes and listed your shortcomings in detail. Maybe it's time to acknowledge that you're pretty damn decent, and maybe even pretty damn good, eh?

Date: 2013-08-06 03:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

And I echo the others ... you won because you train, you practice, and you're GOOD! The same is true of your competitors of course, but on that day, at that time, all your training and practicing made you better than they were. And so you won. :-)

In celebration, something I've been meaning to scan for you ... a little X-fencing demo (Kurt Wagner/Kitty Pryde version: no 'porting, no phasing, anything else goes ***GRIN***)

Edited Date: 2013-08-06 04:18 am (UTC)

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